The Barbell of Truth

The Barbell of Truth

When a person thinks of squats and deadlifts, it’s only natural to envision enormous maniacs covered in chalk, sniffing ammonia, slapping each other in the face, and yelling at inanimate pieces of iron before they attempt personal bests.  Lifting weights that could crush a man isn’t for the faint of heart and certainly isn’t the norm.  But I’d argue that it’s shortsighted to overlook the more cerebral side of lifting heavy barbells and write it off to the realm of the physical.  Let’s talk about the barbell of truth.

Yes, heavy lifting is an endeavor based around brute strength, but at the risk of getting touchy feely let’s not forget the mental and emotional side of brutal training cycles, and testing oneself against ever increasing weight.

I’ll explain what got me thinking about this.

I recently finished the book Spiritual Warfare by Jed McKenna.  It was definitely one of my all-time favorite spiritual reads.  Though in a sense I hesitate to even refer to it as spiritual due the many connotations and associations that come with that word.  The book contains several sections that explain exactly why most spiritual teachings and enlightenment gurus are focused on nothing more than ego-gratifying distractions for the sake of profit.  They don’t force a person to confront their demons or the specter of death, but instead allow a person to feel righteous and warm-and-fuzzy without having to do any real work on themselves.  Just sit cross legged and recite some mantras, and one can feign enlightenment without having to face the hard truths of this existence.  No radical or painful change is required when a person can simply read the right books from the right “experts” and say the right things as they continue down a path of self-deceit.

Instead, McKenna argues for pure, unadulterated, ego-smashing truth-realization over simple beliefs that sound nice.  That’s the most effective way of actually becoming enlightened.  Seeing things for what they really are and acknowledging the reality of death.

The Enlightened Meathead

This got me thinking honestly about many aspects of my life.  Are there any areas where I’m deluding myself and missing truths that should be obvious?  And I also started thinking about the time I dedicate to barbell lifting each week because it’s something I’ve always placed a lot of value and focus on.  Is it a distraction from the truth in any way?  Is my fierce dedication to training holding me back in any way?  It seemed worth asking the question since I put it before other things in my life.

In the spirit of McKenna’s approach to sorting these questions out, I decided to simply go out to the garage, put some weight on the bar, and think objectively about the process to decide for myself.  And something became apparent to me.  The barbell never lies.  400 lbs. is 400 lbs.  No amount of mental gymnastics or spiritual guru teachings can change that.

And in this way it’s a great endeavor for keeping a person grounded in truth.  Unlike the world of ego-soothing mantras and meditations, the barbell never fails to show a person exactly where they’re at.  There’s no subjectivity, and the weight doesn’t care about anybody’s feelings.  It’s 100% pure reality, and a lifter either got stronger since last week or they didn’t.  This is similar to the dynamic of learning how things work.  An electronic gizmo either functions or it doesn’t.  Truths that can’t be denied.

Furthermore, adding weight to the bar every week gets mentally stressful.  As a person starts approaching their natural limits, they might question their ability to continue progressing.  But there is something mentally fortifying about doing things that are very difficult and facing potential failure.  By doing that on a regular basis, one builds mental strength.  There are other avenues of accomplishing the same thing, but the barbell always works.

So consider that heavy lifting isn’t just an endeavor for mindless meatheads.  It has plenty to offer from a mental strength and spiritual perspective as well.  Not to mention the many health and physical performance benefits.

When It’s Time To Back Off From Strength Training

My Strength Training History and Experience

I’ve been squatting, deadlifting, cleaning, and pressing for over half of my life.  I started when I was thirteen of fourteen, and now I’m forty.  There were a few years in my twenties where my resistance training mostly came from bodyweight exercises and bouldering, but otherwise I’ve been training in weight rooms for the better part of twenty five years.  Most of it primarily focused on strength and performance.

In high school I squatted 500 lbs. at about 210 lbs. body weight, and in college my bench press got up to just shy of 400 lbs.  That doesn’t make me the biggest freak out there by any stretch , but I was pretty strong.

Admittedly, in my late twenties and early thirties, I had more or less resigned myself to the basic 4 sets of 10, one body part per workout, bodybuilding approach to lifting.  I wasn’t going as heavy, and I also wasn’t making any progress in my strength.

At one point I reconnected with a high school friend who had gotten into crossfit and built a garage gym.  He told me he had a platform and bumper plates, and had been olympic lifting.  When he asked if I wanted to come over and lift I was ecstatic at the prospect of being able to drop weights from overhead again and lift a bit more aggressively.  The whole point of olympic lifting is to get powerful and explosive, not necessarily to get jacked.

Fast forward a couple of years and I’d built my own home gym.  Just the basics – platform, nice bar, bumper plates, squat rack, bench, a chin up bar, and some kettlebells and other assorted pieces of gear.  And I didn’t require anything more because I’d always known that the basic compound lifts got a man bigger and stronger than anything else.

Over the past six or seven years I’ve done stints focused on olympic lifting, conjugate style training, Jim Wendler’s 5/3/1, and Mark Rippetoe’s Texas Method.  And I’ve been going heavy and continually adding weight to my lifts.  My squat is back up to where it was when I was twenty years younger.

Stress From Heavy Training Adds Up

I’ve made progress with all of these approaches, but I’ve really been on a tear lately with the Texas Method.  Of all of the approaches it has benefited my strength gains the most.  That said, it’s hard not to feel a bit beat up adding weight to the bar every week for weeks on end, and heavy 5×5 squat workouts take their toll.  Generally speaking, heavy lifting keeps my body and mind feeling really good and really young.  But I’ve realized that the accumulated stress manifests itself in strange ways sometimes.

Nagging Aches and Pains – The Obvious Signs a Break Would Help

Most obviously as of late, my right leg has had some nagging aches.  Not any sort of sharp pain or joint issues.  Mostly an aching down the front of my shin.  It sounds a bit odd, but lately when I’m more worn down and lifting really heavy that tends to pop up for some reason.  If I take a break to do lots of stretching and light exercise it goes away in a few days.

I also had about a year where my lower back was constantly sore.  I took some light weeks and did lots of lower back exercises to build up that part of my body.  High volume back raises and light good mornings did a lot of good.  And I was able to buy a second hand Rogue reverse hyperextension for a steal which hugely beneficial.  But a big part of healing my back was taking some light weeks to let it heal.

But there are much more subtle signs that it’s time to back off for a week.

Mental Signs of Accumulated Training Stress

For one, I get moodier and more easily depressed.  It would be really easy to pass that off as something else.  Or even miss that sign altogether.  But I now know that it’s often caused by pushing myself to the edge of overtraining.  If I take a nice easy week and chill out, my mental state and well being snaps back to normal very quickly.

I can also experience a drop in mental performance.  My mind gets foggier, and my memory doesn’t work as well.  I have a harder time concentrating and paying attention.  And I don’t absorb information as fluidly when listening to a lecture or talk.  Words might get stuck on the tip of my tongue, and the thoughts in my head might not manifest easily into words.  This would be easy to overlook as an “off day”, but when it occurs in conjunction with some of the other signs and symptoms I’m listing here I know it has to do with accumulated stress from aggressive and heavy training.

Losing Interest in Hobbies and Other Passions

When I’m worn down I tend to lose interest in my usual passions.  One example is music.  I love playing the guitar and saxophone, and listening to my vacuum tube hifi and vinyl collection.  But when I completely lose interest in those things I know what might be going on.  Generally speaking, the first hints of overtraining tend to make me more reclusive and less outgoing in general, and my desire to be creative takes a back seat.

Speaking of desire, I know it’s time to take a break when my libido isn’t at 100%.  All things biological take energy, and the body can only produce a finite amount.  Hard training and the recovery from it takes a lot of energy.  It’s also well known that chronic stress can throw the body’s endocrine system off balance, and raises cortisol levels which can lower testosterone levels.  This is the opposite of the aim of strength training.  So when energy has been depleted and cortisol is high, it can have the effect of lowering desire of many kinds.  And when I’m beat up from week after week of progressively harder training, I find that my libido is resurrected by taking a little break and either taking it easy or doing some sort of different physical activity for a change.

Chronic Fatigue and Poor Sleep

When I wake up in the morning after eight hours of sleep and I still feel tired, I know the accumulated stress of hard training is taking a toll.  When normal means of recovery and good sleep aren’t quite getting the job done, it’s time for me to take a step back and relax a bit more.  Furthermore, if I’m exhausted from training yet I wake up in the night and can’t sleep, I’m even closer to the edge of overtraining.  A short break helps alleviate this issue for me.

So when I’ve been pushing myself hard, these are a few of the signs that help me regulate my training for the sake of long term health and training progress.  People who train hard enough to accumulate serious levels of stress are generally Type A, and have a hard time slowing down.  There’s an allure to pushing through all barriers.  But there’s nothing valiant about causing injuries, health problems, or low levels of well being and mood.  It just shows a lack of sense and paying attention to oneself.

The whole point of training is to feel better and perform better.  It’s about health and well being.  And taking a few weeks off as necessary every year is very minor in the grand scheme of things if it contributes to better health.  Making progress with strength training is a marathon, not a sprint.  And by taking necessary breaks progress will come faster and more consistently anyway.

Breaks don’t always have to be completely inactive either.  Sometimes they can be centered around lighter, and different types, of activity.

My Approach to an Active Week Off

For those of you who just can’t sit still for a few days, here are a few of the things I do when I want to take an active week off as opposed to a week of complete inactivity.

For one, I’ll do some light hiking or biking.  I like breaking a sweat without taxing myself.  The focus is just to get the blood flowing for purposes of recovery.  It doesn’t have to feel like a workout, just movement.  And this sort of thing allows me to stretch deeply afterwards.  I’ll ride my bike casually on a set of rollers for fifteen minutes if the weather is bad, or ride outside to get some sunshine and fresh air.

And speaking of stretching, it gets demonized in the world of strength training sometimes but I don’t care.  I do it anyway.  Both when I’m training hard and when I’m taking a break.  Both static and dynamic.  It hasn’t ever impacted my ability to progress in gaining strength.  And on the flip side I’ve stayed limber while getting bigger and stronger.  Tell Dmitry Klokov stretching is a bad idea.  You can give Joe DiFranco’s Agile Eight a try for dynamic stretching if you’re not sure where to start.

I learned about the Agile Eight through Jim Wendler, and his 5/3/1 programming book also introduced me to prowler sprints.  I have a Rogue Dog Sled, and I put two 45’s on it and push it for 6-8 40 yard sprints in the alley behind my house.  The first time I tried this workout I was sore from squatting the day before.  And it took the wind out of me.  But it was strangely restorative.  The next day the soreness in my legs was completely gone.  It’s completely concentric in nature and moves a lot of blood through the legs.  This is what I do during a light week when I want some activity that isn’t so light.  It’s shocking how effective this workout can be in a very short amount of time.

I’ll also do a high intensity interval workout or two.  30 seconds on full bore, 30 seconds off for twelve minutes.  Again, incredibly effective in a really short amount of time.  I’ll pick three or four exercises and cycle through them for the twelve minutes.  Burpees, double unders, kettlebell swings, light hang cleans/snatches, ab roller, box jumps, etc.

When considering these various options, listen to your body.  There’s no point in destroying oneself when trying to back off.  And there’s also nothing wrong with doing nothing for a few days after weeks and weeks of crushing it.  Also, a week of light cardio to loosen up and recover won’t turn a big strong dude into a marathon runner.  Just do what feels good and restorative.

How I Know I’ve Done a Back Off Week Properly

When I’ve done a back off week properly, I start to feel like a caged animal ready to go berserk.  My mind is clear, I’m full of desire, I feel great, and I know I’m ready to attack the barbell again.  And then I get back to my heavy training program.  Simple.

 

 

I’ll Squat Until The Day I Die

Studies have shown that the strength of major muscle groups has an inverse relationship with mortality in men of all ages.  Furthermore, resistance training has the potential to increase bone density.  Add to that the likelihood that a strong person will generally be more independent and be able to engage in more of the physical activities they love for longer, and why would anyone ever stop lifting weights?

Sure, a person who squats 400 lbs when they’re young isn’t going to squat 400 lbs at 80 years old.  But if they can still squat 100 lbs or more at 80 years old they will be far better off than if they’d simply allowed entropy to set in and accepted that growing old means getting weak and frail.

And I know strength at 80 is possible.  When I went to the gym in my teens, there was an elderly gentleman there who came in regularly and did squats.  I can’t recall the exact weight he used, but I know there were 45 lb plates on either side of the barbell at the very least.  I don’t recall that he was squatting ass to grass, but he was at least getting close to parallel.  And this guy was well into his seventies if not older.  He didn’t spend a lot of time in the gym, but I remember him squatting regularly.  And he would do some dumbbell shoulder presses, etc., after squatting.  He stuck to the basic movements and they worked.

I had a lot of respect for that old guy and will never forget him.  He was a role model with his actions and showed that a man doesn’t have to wither away with age.  He wasn’t hugely muscular by any means, but he had strength and was perfectly mobile.  He didn’t hobble around at all (which proves that part of balance is strength).  And he still had a bit of thickness to him that showed he wasn’t weak.

He just kept going to the gym.  He didn’t stop so he kept his strength.

Also, my grandfather and my 80 year old uncle both experienced quick declines in health due to falls.  This is so common with the elderly.  And my granddad broke his hip when he fell.  He was a big strong man when he was younger and he fought in WWII.  But in his old age he got frail and gravity had its way with him in the end.  There isn’t any guarantee that squats will prevent a fall or injury.  But if one’s legs are stronger and bones are denser, at least the odds are in their favor that they’ll be less likely to fall.  And if they do fall they’re less likely to break any bones.  I’ll take the better odds. So my personal plan is to get as strong as I can while I’m still young, and then maintain it for as long as I can.  I plan to squat until I die.  Even if I’m just squatting the bar.

Of course, this isn’t meant to put down the elderly who do grow old and frail.  Honestly, most of society doesn’t even know any better.  And the vast majority of people never strength train in their youth, let alone old age.  Unfortunately it’s just not that common despite the benefits.  But for those in the know, why not plan for personal independence when older.  Why not expect to still be able to hike, or bike, or even get up off of the ground with relative ease.  Maybe that’s easier said than done, but I’m going to try and test the thesis that it’s possible.  And I’ve seen it beforeMore than once.